Getting Desperate

I took everyone's advice and took part on one of my favorite Halloween activities on Sunday night. I had a great time hanging out with my friends, and it made me realize that I could still have a normal life even if I didn't think so at the time.

Then I got home.

For the next 5 hours my mother continued to bang on my door and scream at me. She told me I was a drug addict and a drunk. She accused me of being manipulative and abusive. She accused me of slandering her name to the public. She told me I was a terrible human being. Basically I can't even remember what else she said. I put in ear plugs and put a pillow over my head, but she kept screaming, and I could still hear her. She spent the night outside my door coughing so that I could hear her. Literally...she was extra loud so that I would hear her and stay awake.

This morning when I crawled out of bed to go to work, I asked her why she did that to me, and she said it was because my job was upsetting me, and she wanted me to get fired.

I wish I was kidding.

I have no idea what to do.